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		<description><![CDATA[Source:wikileaks None of the text below has been edited by me, copied straight from wikileaks to make available to all Wednesday September 16, 2008 The internet activist group &#8220;Anonymous,&#8221; famed for its exposure of unethical behavior by the Scientology cult, has now gone after the Alaskan govenor and republican Vice-Presidential candidate Sarah Palin. At around [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=multesimus.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1240017&amp;post=86&amp;subd=multesimus&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>None of the text below has been edited by me, copied straight from wikileaks to make available to all</p>
<p>Wednesday September 16, 2008</p>
<p>The internet activist group &#8220;Anonymous,&#8221; famed for its exposure of unethical behavior by the Scientology cult, has now gone after the Alaskan govenor and republican Vice-Presidential candidate Sarah Palin.</p>
<p>At around midnight last night some members affiliated with the group gained access to governor Palin&#8217;s email account &#8220;<em>gov.palin@yahoo.com</em>&#8221; and handed over the contents to the government sunshine site Wikileaks.org.</p>
<div class="thumb tright">
<div class="thumbinner" style="width:402px;"><a class="internal" title="One of the family photos from the account" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Palin_tongue.jpg"><img class="thumbimage" longdesc="Palin_tongue.jpg" src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/images/thumb/400px-Palin_tongue.jpg" alt="One of the family photos from the account" width="400" height="300" /></a></p>
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<div class="magnify" style="float:right;"><a class="internal" title="Enlarge" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Palin_tongue.jpg"><img src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/skins/common/images/magnify-clip.png" alt="" width="15" height="11" /></a></div>
<p>One of the family photos from the account</p></div>
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</div>
<p>Governor Palin has come under media criticism in the past week for using private email accounts to avoid Alaskan freedom of information laws. The contents of the mailbox show this to be true and also hold clues of at least one other Yahoo based mail account held by Palin, &#8220;<em>gov.sarah@yahoo.com</em>&#8220;.</p>
<p>The <a title="Sarah Palin Yahoo account 2008" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Sarah_Palin_Yahoo_account_2008">zip archive</a> made available by Wikileaks contains screen shots of Palin&#8217;s inbox, two example emails, address book and a couple of family photos. The list of correspondence, together with the account name tends to re-enforce the earlier criticism of Palin&#8217;s email use.</p>
<p>The list of emails include an exchange with Alaskan Lieutenant Governor Sean Parnell about his campaign for Congress. Another screenshot shows Palin&#8217;s inbox and an e-mail from Amy McCorkell, whom Palin appointed to the Governor&#8217;s Advisory Board on Alcoholism and Drug Abuse in 2007.</p>
<p>The e-mail, a message of support to Palin, tells her not to let negative press get to her and asks Palin to pray for McCorkell, who writes that &#8220;I need strength to 1. keep employment, 2. not have to choose.&#8221;</p>
<p>According to Kim Zetter of Wired Magazine, McCorkell confirmed that she did send the e-mail to Palin.</p>
<p>Subsequently tests by Wikileaks reveal that both Palin&#8217;s &#8220;<em>gov.palin@yahoo.com</em>&#8221; and her unrelated &#8220;<em>gov.sarah@yahoo.com</em>&#8221; account have now been deleted, almost certainly by Palin herself.</p>
<p>According to the Guardian, who has looked at the Wikileaks data, among the emails in Palin&#8217;s account were several from addresses belonging to her aides, including a draft letter to California governor Arnold Schwarzenegger, a discussion of nominations to the state court of appeals, and several bearing &#8220;DPS&#8221;, the acronym for the Alaska Department of Public Safety.</p>
<p>DPS supervises the Alaska state troopers. Could the e-mails in question be relevant to the brewing ethics storm over Palin&#8217;s push to sack her former brother-in-law from the force?</p>
<p>The contact list included also holds accounts for other official representative&#8217;s private email accounts, including those of Alaska&#8217;s Kris Perry and Sharon Leighow.</p>
<p>Screenshots and other details follow:</p>
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<div class="thumbinner" style="width:802px;"><a class="internal" title="The inbox showing the password change confirmation on the top" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Sarah_palin_inbox3.jpg"><img class="thumbimage" longdesc="Sarah_palin_inbox3.jpg" src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/images/thumb/800px-Sarah_palin_inbox3.jpg" alt="The inbox showing the password change confirmation on the top" width="800" height="577" /></a></p>
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<div class="magnify" style="float:right;"><a class="internal" title="Enlarge" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Sarah_palin_inbox3.jpg"><img src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/skins/common/images/magnify-clip.png" alt="" width="15" height="11" /></a></div>
<p>The inbox showing the password change confirmation on the top</p></div>
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<div class="thumbinner" style="width:802px;"><a class="internal" title="An excerpt from a mail between Parin and Alaska's Sean Parnell" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Sara_pahlin_inbox1.jpg"><img class="thumbimage" longdesc="Sara_pahlin_inbox1.jpg" src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/images/thumb/800px-Sara_pahlin_inbox1.jpg" alt="An excerpt from a mail between Parin and Alaska's Sean Parnell" width="800" height="577" /></a></p>
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<div class="magnify" style="float:right;"><a class="internal" title="Enlarge" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Sara_pahlin_inbox1.jpg"><img src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/skins/common/images/magnify-clip.png" alt="" width="15" height="11" /></a></div>
<p>An excerpt from a mail between Parin and Alaska&#8217;s Sean Parnell</p></div>
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<div class="thumbinner" style="width:802px;"><a class="internal" title="Mail from Amy McCorkell, a Palin supporter, to Sarah Palin" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Sarah_palin_inbox4.jpg"><img class="thumbimage" longdesc="Sarah_palin_inbox4.jpg" src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/images/thumb/800px-Sarah_palin_inbox4.jpg" alt="Mail from Amy McCorkell, a Palin supporter, to Sarah Palin" width="800" height="577" /></a></p>
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<div class="magnify" style="float:right;"><a class="internal" title="Enlarge" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Sarah_palin_inbox4.jpg"><img src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/skins/common/images/magnify-clip.png" alt="" width="15" height="11" /></a></div>
<p>Mail from Amy McCorkell, a Palin supporter, to Sarah Palin</p></div>
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<div class="thumbinner" style="width:802px;"><a class="internal" title="A larger excerpt from the mailbox index" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Sarah_palin_inbox_5.jpg"><img class="thumbimage" longdesc="Sarah_palin_inbox_5.jpg" src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/images/thumb/800px-Sarah_palin_inbox_5.jpg" alt="A larger excerpt from the mailbox index" width="800" height="577" /></a></p>
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<div class="magnify" style="float:right;"><a class="internal" title="Enlarge" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Sarah_palin_inbox_5.jpg"><img src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/skins/common/images/magnify-clip.png" alt="" width="15" height="11" /></a></div>
<p>A larger excerpt from the mailbox index</p></div>
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<div class="thumbinner" style="width:802px;"><a class="internal" title="Mail from anonymous to Ive Frye, Palin's assistant, to make her aware of the password change" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Sarah_palin_inbox2.jpg"><img class="thumbimage" longdesc="Sarah_palin_inbox2.jpg" src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/images/thumb/800px-Sarah_palin_inbox2.jpg" alt="Mail from anonymous to Ive Frye, Palin's assistant, to make her aware of the password change" width="800" height="600" /></a></p>
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<div class="magnify" style="float:right;"><a class="internal" title="Enlarge" href="http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/Image:Sarah_palin_inbox2.jpg"><img src="http://www.wikileaks.org/w/skins/common/images/magnify-clip.png" alt="" width="15" height="11" /></a></div>
<p>Mail from anonymous to Ive Frye, Palin&#8217;s assistant, to make her aware of the password change</p></div>
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<p>Note that the &#8216;ctunnel.com&#8217; reference in the browser screen shots is to a proxy service used to prevent the activists from being traced.</p>
<p>Wikileaks may release additional emails should they prove to be of political substance.<br />
Account information used by the anonymous &#8216;hacktivists&#8217;:</p>
<pre>Sarah Palin account info:
gov.palin@yahoo.com
DOB 2/11/64
ZIP 99687

Todd Palin:
fek9wnr@yahoo.com
DOB: 9/6/64
ZIP 99654</pre>
<p>Cut and pasted contact list:</p>
<pre>Beth Leschper (Beth Leschper SOA) [Edit]
beth.leschper@alaska.gov
Blanche Kallstrom (Blanche) [Edit]
mbkrdk@starband.net
Bristol Palin (Bristol) [Edit]
bristol_palin@hotmail.com
Chuck Heath (Chuck) [Edit]
chckheath@yahoo.com
fek9wnr@yahoo.com (Todd) [Edit]
fek9wnr@yahoo.com
ftb907@yahoo.com (Frank) [Edit]
ftb907@yahoo.com
Heather Bruce (Heather) [Edit]
khbruce@gci.net
ivy.frye@alaska.gov (Ivy SOA) [Edit]
ivy.frye@alaska.gov
ivyfrye@yahoo.com (Ivy Personal) [Edit]
ivyfrye@yahoo.com
Judy Patrick (Judy Patrick) [Edit]
jpphoto@mtaonline.net
kris.perry@alaska.gov (Kris Perry SOA) [Edit]
kris.perry@alaska.gov
krisandclark@yahoo.com (Kris Personal) [Edit]
krisandclark@yahoo.com
paymckhea@yahoo.com (Molly) [Edit]
paymckhea@yahoo.com
Roseanne Hughes (Roseanne Hughes SOA) [Edit]
roseanne.hughes@alaska.gov
Sally Heath (Mom) [Edit]
salheath@mtaonline.net
Sean Parnell (Sean Personal) [Edit]
sparnell@alaska.com
Sharon Leighow (Sharon SOA) [Edit]
sharon.leighow@alaska.gov
Sleighow@aol.com (Sharon Leighow Personal) [Edit]
Sleighow@aol.com
Track Palin (Track) [Edit]
track_44@hotmail.com</pre>
<p>Cut and pasted inbox list:</p>
<pre>yahoo-account-services-us@cc.yahoo-inc.com
Your Yahoo! password was changed
4:23 AM	5KB
Read		

19079829061@mms.dobson.net
LOOK AT TRIG!!!!!
12:36 AM	52KB
Read		

Amy McCorkell
HI SARAH
Sun, 9/14/08	4KB
Read		

You replied to this message
Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
	Sat, 9/13/08	3KB
Read		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
Sat, 9/13/08	3KB
Read		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
Sat, 9/13/08	3KB
Read		

Candy Sunderland
Welcome Home!
Wed, 9/10/08	17KB
Read		

Juanita
Re: Hello!
Mon, 9/8/08	3KB
Read		

Fatkidron@aol.com
 Attachments

Fwd: Fw: A story you will never read anywhere else.
Mon, 9/8/08	20KB
Unread		

Remus

Read: Hello!
Mon, 9/8/08	3KB
Read		

JD &amp; Trish

cousin jason
Sat, 9/6/08	6KB
Unread		

Amy McCorkell

Read: Hello!
Fri, 9/5/08	3KB
Unread		

Juanita

Read: Hello!
Fri, 9/5/08	3KB
Read		

Jon Morgan

Attachments

From Cousin Jon
Fri, 9/5/08	76KB
Unread		

ftb907@hslak.com

Delivered: Hello!
Fri, 9/5/08	2KB
Read		

Ivy Frye

Re: Hello!
Fri, 9/5/08	4KB
Unread		

ftb907@hslak.com

Delivered: Hello!
Fri, 9/5/08	2KB
Read		

Juanita Fuller

Return Receipt: Hello!
Fri, 9/5/08	2KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye

Delivered: Hello!
Fri, 9/5/08	3KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye

Delivered: Re:
Wed, 9/3/08	2KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye

Delivered: Re:
Tue, 9/2/08	3KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye

Delivered: Re:
Tue, 9/2/08	3KB
Read		

Sally Heath
Read: Tri-Cities family coming to convention
Mon, 9/1/08	3KB
Unread		

fek9wnr@yahoo.com
Delivered: Fw: Tri-Cities family coming to convention
Sun, 8/31/08	3KB
Read		

Ivy Frye

[ No Subject ]
Sun, 8/31/08	3KB
Read		

Ivy Frye
veep talking pts
Sun, 8/31/08	9KB
Read		

fek9wnr@yahoo.com
 Attachments
Kids 3378.jpg
Sun, 8/31/08	25KB
Read		

fek9wnr@yahoo.com
 Attachments
Kids 3378.jpg
Sun, 8/31/08	25KB
Read		

Greg and Brandi Jones
Congrats from your cousins
Sat, 8/30/08	4KB
Read		

katie
MY INPUT FOR SARAH IN THE TRI CITY HERALD.....YEA DOGGIES
Sat, 8/30/08	9KB
Read		

Sally Heath
Re: WhooHoo
Sat, 8/30/08	3KB
Unread		

Sally Heath
Read: WhooHoo
Sat, 8/30/08	3KB
Read		

Meghan Stapleton
 Attachments
FW: Motor Fuel Tax Suspension
	Sat, 8/30/08	1169KB
Read		

Ivy Frye
[ No Subject ]
	Sat, 8/30/08	3KB
Read		

Ivy Frye
[ No Subject ]
	Sat, 8/30/08	3KB
Read		

finch@ncidata.com
Read: WhooHoo
	Fri, 8/29/08	3KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
	Fri, 8/29/08	3KB
Read		

gov.sarah@yahoo.com
Re: From JP
	Fri, 8/29/08	3KB
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Judy Patrick
JP cell 223-4704
	Fri, 8/29/08	2KB
Read		

Judy Patrick
From JP
	Fri, 8/29/08	2KB
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Goode, Kelly C (GOV)
Re: What a day!
	Fri, 8/29/08	5KB
Read		

Goode, Kelly C (GOV)
What a day!
	Fri, 8/29/08	5KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
	Fri, 8/29/08	3KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
	Fri, 8/29/08	3KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
Fri, 8/29/08	3KB
Read		

Ruaro, Randall P (GOV)
Draft letter to Governor Schwarzenegger / Container Tax
Thu, 8/28/08	12KB
Read		

frank bailey
link
Wed, 8/27/08	3KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
Wed, 8/27/08	3KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
Wed, 8/27/08	3KB
Read		

Nizich, Michael A (GOV)

FW: Thanks
Mon, 8/25/08	7KB
Read		

Ivy Frye

Delivered: Re: change
Mon, 8/25/08	3KB
Unread		

sp@hslak.com

Delivered: Re: change
Mon, 8/25/08	2KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re: change
Mon, 8/25/08	3KB
Read		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
Sat, 8/23/08	3KB
Unread	

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
Sat, 8/23/08	3KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re:
Sat, 8/23/08	3KB
Read		

McBride, Rhonda (GOV)
Rural Wireless Service
Sat, 8/23/08	32KB
Read		

Nizich, Michael A (GOV)
RE: Using Royalty Oil to Lower the Cost of Fuel for Alaskans
Fri, 8/22/08	42KB
Read		

Ruaro, Randall P (GOV)
RE: Please approve
Fri, 8/22/08	11KB
Read		

Ruaro, Randall P (GOV)
Court of Appeals / Executive Director Parole Board / Boards and Commissions
Thu, 8/21/08	10KB
Unread		

Ivy Frye
Delivered: Re: Merge to left
Thu, 8/21/08	3KB
Read		

Ruaro, Randall P (GOV)
FW: DPS Employee Draft
Wed, 8/20/08	15KB
Read		

McAllister, William D (GOV)
Re: DPS Personnel and Budget Issues
Wed, 8/20/08	12KB
Read		

Ruaro, Randall P (GOV)
FW: DPS Personnel and Budget Issues
Tue, 8/19/08	11KB
Read		

Ruaro, Randall P (GOV)
Court of Appeals Nominations
Sat, 8/16/08	11KB
Read		

Nizich, Michael A (GOV)
another records request
Fri, 8/15/08	5KB
Read		

frank bailey
 Attachments
Letter
Thu, 8/14/08	293KB
Read		

McBride, Rhonda (GOV)
Tara Jollie's B-Day
Tue, 8/12/08	8KB
Read		

Mason, Janice L (GOV)
RE: Scheduling - Week of 08.10.08
Tue, 8/12/08	25KB
Read		

Mason, Janice L (GOV)
RE: Scheduling - Week of 08.10.08
Tue, 8/12/08	22KB
Read		

Mason, Janice L (GOV)
RE: Scheduling - Week of 08.10.08
Tue, 8/12/08	18KB
Read		

Nizich, Michael A (GOV)
 Attachments
FW: Capitalizing on coal reserves, Crow Tribe strikes deal for $7B
Tue, 8/12/08	10KB
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Mason, Janice L (GOV)
RE: Scheduling - Week of 08.10.08 - CG Dinner
Mon, 8/11/08	29KB
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Mason, Janice L (GOV)
RE: Scheduling - Week of 08.10.08
Sun, 8/10/08	28KB
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Mason, Janice L (GOV)
Scheduling - Week of 08.10.08
Sun, 8/10/08	24KB
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Ruaro, Randall P (GOV)
Status report
Fri, 8/8/08	6KB
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Nizich, Michael A (GOV)
FW: Special session press release
Fri, 8/8/08	29KB
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Colberg, Talis J (LAW)
Followup.
Fri, 8/8/08	4KB
Unread		

fek9wnr@yahoo.com
Delivered: $$$
Thu, 8/7/08	3KB
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Nizich, Michael A (GOV)
FW: CONFIDENTIAL Ethics Matter
Thu, 8/7/08	5KB
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Nizich, Michael A (GOV)
 Attachments
FW: John Harris's response to Lyda Green
Thu, 8/7/08	68KB
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Nizich, Michael A (GOV)
RE: Request for Information and Documents
Thu, 8/7/08	10KB
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Nizich, Michael A (GOV)
FW: CONFIDENTIAL Ethics Matter
Thu, 8/7/08	3KB
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Nizich, Michael A (GOV)
 Attachments
FW: Request for Information and Documents
Thu, 8/7/08	525KB
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Nizich, Michael A (GOV)
 Attachments
FW: Memorandum of Law
Thu, 8/7/08	669KB
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Nizich, Michael A (GOV)
 Attachments
FW: Informal Meeting with Gov. Palin Next Week
Thu, 8/7/08	268KB
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Ruaro, Randall P (GOV)
 Attachments
FW: PR 08-2598 Summer 2009 Schedule Released
Wed, 8/6/08	770KB
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Rutherford, Marty K (DNR)
Re: AO
Wed, 8/6/08	4KB
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Ruaro, Randall P (GOV)
Update
Wed, 8/6/08	5KB
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Sean Parnell
RE: Meet and Greet
Tue, 8/5/08	20KB
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gov.sarah@yahoo.com
Fw: Meet and Greet
Tue, 8/5/08	20KB
Unread		

ftb907@hslak.com
Delivered: Re: weekend statement
Tue, 8/5/08	2KB
Unread		

ftb907@hslak.com
Delivered: Re: weekend statement
Tue, 8/5/08	2KB
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McBride, Rhonda (GOV)
Walter Soboleff
Tue, 8/5/08	10KB
Unread		

fek9wnr@yahoo.com
Delivered: Fw: Willow
Tue, 8/5/08	3KB
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katie
Re: HEY
Mon, 8/4/08	3KB
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Palin, J.D.
RE: Willow
Mon, 8/4/08	3KB
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Karl Clauson
 Attachments
weekend statement
Mon, 8/4/08	52KB
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fek9wnr@yahoo.com
Delivered: Re: Staff at the House on Saturday Morning
Sat, 8/2/08	3KB
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Nizich, Michael A (GOV)

FW: info from today</pre>
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		<title>Reflection</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 06 Sep 2008 21:20:11 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[So here I am, once again life is going in circles. The same cycle as always: you support people, they get closer and closer, you start getting closer to them as well, supporting them more and more for, obviously, the wrong reasons. And in the end&#8230; POP, there goes the bubble. Something that never was, [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=multesimus.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1240017&amp;post=84&amp;subd=multesimus&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>So here I am,</p>
<p>once again life is going in circles. The same cycle as always: you support people, they get closer and closer, you start getting closer to them as well, supporting them more and more for, obviously, the wrong reasons. And in the end&#8230; POP, there goes the bubble. Something that never was, has been or will be, it only existed in my head, is gone for real. too bad real-life and real-life decisions cannot be made undone unlike thoughts and, in certain ways, feelings.</p>
<p>It may be my age, but now that I&#8217;m 26 I&#8217;m starting to look back more often, thinking about things, decisions, decisions that could have changed my life back then, decisions that could have made my life go a different way, make me end up somewhere else.  Not even somewhere else, but even change myself as a person, make me different from who, or what I am today. So far I&#8217;ve had so many experiences, so many crossroads where I had to decide which way to go, or just stay where I was, that life has become complex in a real way.</p>
<p>Looking back, I could have ended up as a freelance reporter, having a nice job, not earning a lot, but being happy. But on the other hand, since there are far too many reporters here I might have ended up writing advertorials as many of my former classamtes do now. Even worse, if I hand&#8217;t found help I wouldn&#8217;t even be here today. It might sound harsh, but yes there were times, I remember them, I was busy, actively, ending my life. But I&#8217;m happy to be here today.</p>
<p>At the moment I&#8217;m trying to finish my master IR (International Relations). I&#8217;ve always loved politics, but after my internship at the Dutch Ministry of Foreign Affairs i&#8217;ve learned a lot. Idealism was destroyed and Realpolitik was introduced. A tough time, but a good time. hopefully I can go to the US next year doing research on Dutch-Norwegian relations regarding nuclear techonolgy, exchanges and the way the US tried to interfere during the seventies.</p>
<p>In the meanwhile I&#8217;m trying to run my little IT-company, manage a team of Pr-volunteers at a popvenue, being a part of the board of the popvenue, handling all external contacts/relations and keeping my house tidy. Oh and try to make a living, since money is always a problem. Especially after all the equipment I need, Ipod (I&#8217;m also a parttime programmer at the venue) and my main computer died during my holiday in France. And of course all other troubles you encounter when you&#8217;re working with volunteers.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m happy the story is all about me, me standing for work, study and research. Because the moment I start thinking about relationships I instantly get depressed. So far all attempts at building a relationship have failed. I don&#8217;t know why, really. It just doesn&#8217;t work. The moment I try to express myself to a girl, or woman i&#8217;m &#8216;like the brother she never had&#8217;. come on goddamnit! I&#8217;m trying to be there for you, whatever happens but it doesn&#8217;t mean I&#8217;m trying to be like a brother&#8230;</p>
<p>I love helping others, yes, even you girls I have a crush for. Just because, well, because I like to add a little to their life, be supportive, try to help them get a better life, comfort them, support them, whatever. But then I forget myself and I end up a lot of crap draining energy. Fixing stuff for those girls, but leaving me empty. with an empty heart, with empty emotions, with an empty bed&#8230;.</p>
<p>I try to be there for you people, but what do I do when there&#8217;s noone for me, noone I can really trust without being afraid I might hurt them, make them worry about me?</p>
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		<title>Goodbye everything?</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 02 Aug 2008 18:40:57 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Okay, back again, for a little while. I might be gone after this, for real, or I might return, I just don&#8217;t know&#8230; It really sucks when you share everything with your friends, both on- and offline and in the end you find out things they&#8217;ve stopped have restarted elsewhere. Just found out such a [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=multesimus.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1240017&amp;post=82&amp;subd=multesimus&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Okay, back again, for a little while. I might be gone after this, for real, or I might return, I just don&#8217;t know&#8230; It really sucks when you share everything with your friends, both on- and offline and in the end you find out things they&#8217;ve stopped have restarted elsewhere. Just found out such a thing while searching the web. Might also explain the difficulties in communication lately. Being ignored, receiving no replies, on- and offline trouble as well.<br />
Bizarre, how feelings can make you continue things that will eventually hurt you. But hey, I can still mean something to them by ignoring myself, ignoring the fact this keeps hurting so bad and just by being there, listening, giving advice. Trying to prevent happening to them what they did/happened to me.<br />
Worst of all, my birthday is tomorrow. And yes, it&#8217;ll be a disaster. For the first time in 26 years bad weather is expected. Like 20% chance of some sunshine and 90% rain&#8230;. To add a little insult to injury, nor birthdaycards have arrived today, absolutely none. Yes my birthday is tomorrow, but come on, no mail on sunday. Ah yess, let&#8217;s add a little something to that. Quite a number of people have canceled, so I&#8217;ve got far too much wine, soda, beer, chips, olives, toast, cheeses, everything. And finally yay, my sister won&#8217;t be coming to my birthday, again&#8230;. The distance from there to here is supposed to be to big. But hey? Didn&#8217;t I travel to her place? Yup, 3 hours by train, but I did it and will keep doing it. I was expecting her to come, but only heard she wasn&#8217;t coming via some indirect way a few hours ago.<br />
So yes, life is &#8216;great&#8217; especially when there are people around you who notice things are not so ok, who migt try sending a little energy and support your way instead of the other way round. If I could only go to sleep tongiht, and not wake up. Lie just the way that fly did in the food I ordered today (after which I threw all of it away, so I haven&#8217;t eaten anything as well&#8230;) Just be found cold. Some people will be here tomorrow so it won&#8217;t be a big thing to find someone who will take care of the cats/notice I&#8217;m gone. They&#8217;re my biggest worry, what if I&#8217;m gone, just poof, never wake up. Who will take care of them, and the people I took care of?</p>
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		<title>It&#8217;s that time of year again&#8230;</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2008 19:01:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[People around me having some spare time while I&#8217;m busy and vice-versa. Loads of people around me dressed nice, casual, hugging, kissing, holding eachother. Relationships are booming, some cease to exist, but only for a few weeks, months at most. All this is, again, driving me crazy. Torturing myself, not wanting to be a load [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=multesimus.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1240017&amp;post=80&amp;subd=multesimus&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>People around me having some spare time while I&#8217;m busy and vice-versa. Loads of people around me dressed nice, casual, hugging, kissing, holding eachother. Relationships are booming, some cease to exist, but only for a few weeks, months at most. All this is, again, driving me crazy. Torturing myself, not wanting to be a load of shiat for my friends because I need to be there for them and just deny my own feelings. Because if, no, when I stop running to look at myself to look at the personal devastation I&#8217;ve caused, things will all fall apart. The attention I need is, maybe on purpose, withheld or even withdrawn. How can it be that some, or maybe a lot, of people just can&#8217;t feel someone else needs them really NEEDS them. And they just go hmmhmm yeah and go back to their own business or ignore/semi-ignore you while online for example&#8230; So for the moment I&#8217;ll stop posting new blogs, yes even the tech and politics related posts will not appear here for a certain period of time. Most likely I&#8217;ll suspend all this for another two or three months. I could have made the decision to delete this blog, but I won&#8217;t. Don&#8217;t know why, but I just won&#8217;t.</p>
<p>Goodbye for now</p>
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		<title>Don&#8217;t make someone a priority if you are just an option&#8230;</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Don&#8217;t make someone a priority if you are just an option The best line to speak out loud and repeat, repeat again and again. But somehow something inside me just doesn&#8217;t want to accept what&#8217;s going on. Everything is back to where we were last time. Me trying to hold off hunters and trying not [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=multesimus.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1240017&amp;post=78&amp;subd=multesimus&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><b>Don&#8217;t make someone a priority if you are just an option</b></p>
<p>The best line to speak out loud and repeat, repeat again and again. But somehow something inside me just doesn&#8217;t want to accept what&#8217;s going on. Everything is back to where we were last time. Me trying to hold off hunters and trying not to hunt myself just to keep your seat available while you&#8217;re gone. Because you  appear to be doing the same. Are you just playing with me and my feelings? Like you&#8217;ve done before?</p>
<p>Like last year? Back then you kept me wondering why you just stopped communicating with me after an incredible two/three weeks. That got me wondering, kept me occupied made med not doing what I was supposed to be doing, finishing a paper.  Exactly that paper is the reason why I haven&#8217;t started my master yet. It still isn&#8217;t finished&#8230;. I should have finished it a few weeks ago, but couldn&#8217;t focus because of all the promises that were made but not kept. Monday, last Monday I received the last message up till now. At 00.40 or something you wished me goodnight and apologized for sending such a short message and promised me you would contact me the day after. So far I have sent a few dozen messages trying to find out if you&#8217;ve fallen sick, got depressed, if you&#8217;re ok or down with something.</p>
<p>Yes, I&#8217;m worried, not only about us, but more about you, wondering if you really are alright or whether something is bothering you. Because if something is, please let me know so I can either try to fix it or at least try to make you feel better. When you do feel ok and nothing is wrong, please let me know how you feel. Not only feel as in if you&#8217;re ok but also give me some clarity so I will know if all the energy I&#8217;ve put in this, for a year now, has gone to waste. Because when it has I&#8217;ll strop trying and can really focus on this paper which should have been finished by 6pm so I could have mailed it to my prof. The decision I&#8217;ve made now is to keep working, as in work-work, tomorrow all day long, until about Sunday 4am.</p>
<p>When a nights work is finished I&#8217;ll try to get up at 9 am or so and finish this thing at about 4pm. Then deliver it to my prof personally and move on to the concert I&#8217;ll be attending in Amsterdam. If only I knew how you felt, what you want and/or wanted. Then I could be on my way either to you, or to finishing this thing.</p>
<p>Or maybe you&#8217;re just not occupied with me the way I am with you&#8230;</p>
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		<title>For you: for good and for bad. For me?</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 04 Feb 2008 13:04:24 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Things have changed, communication has faded. Even after receiving a boost, a multiple number of times, all appears to be going downhill from here. I&#8217;m trying to pour all my energy into reviving what was, and what, somehow, wasn&#8217;t meant to, and thus never will be. The only way to keep things alive is by [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=multesimus.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1240017&amp;post=77&amp;subd=multesimus&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Things have changed, communication has faded. Even after receiving a boost, a multiple number of times, all appears to be going downhill from here. I&#8217;m trying to pour all my energy into reviving what was, and what, somehow, wasn&#8217;t meant to, and thus never will be. The only way to keep things alive is by letting other things die a little, or more.</p>
<p>Precisely one year ago the same thing happened, but this time with a positive twist. we were communicating, a lot. That two-way traffic did cost a lot of energy, energy found when doing less and less work for the university. I did have a great time back then, but I failed to accomplish something, anything. No spark, or I was too ignorant or blind too see yours. We connected, but surely I wasn&#8217;t going to make any first moves.  Putting so much energy into it all made me (yes me, I&#8217;m not accusing anyone I made the decision). But draining energy from essential tasks made my life take a certain twist. Not being able to get my bachelor last July just because I didn&#8217;t pay any attention to the paper I had to write. I was thinking about writing other things, about messaging, calling, visiting!</p>
<p>But now that a year has passed nothing has changed. When you were down I tried to cheer you up. Whenever you wanted to visit you were welcome, more then welcome actually <img src='http://s1.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_wink.gif' alt=';-)' class='wp-smiley' />  But I never felt being in control. You told me when you had time and I, blindly, agreed, because I was dying to see you and grab every opportunity. Never visited your house, went out in your hometown, met any of your friends, nothing. I&#8217;ve already given up being online almost 24/7 to try and catch you signing in, so we could chat. That just drained me from both sleep, energy and well, visiting friends.</p>
<p>Thus, in trying to gain some grip on the things happening communication has gone down even more, both the quantity, as shown above, but also the quality. Lately most communication was, and still is, me asking whether you&#8217;re there, and if you&#8217;re ok. Usually answered by a short response, or no response at all. While writing this I can recall all the other moments this exact order of events took place. Not once, not twice, this might be the fifth time or so? But I can&#8217;t let go, while being destroyed I also need you to go on in life, at least I feel i do. I can&#8217;t help wondering what opportunities would arise when this was over, gone. But I can, and will not let go because the times you hurt me, don&#8217;t mean I will destroy you, I can&#8217;t. Maybe I can&#8217;t because I feel history will repeat itself. This bad ending is the end of another, the fifth, cycle. Within a few eeks all will be ok, you&#8217;ll feel better, make-up and I&#8217;ll play along, until all goes down and rational thinking and future planning take over instead of emotions.</p>
<p><i>&#8216;It seems as if history is repeating itself, again&#8217;</i></p>
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		<title>Windows Mobile 6 (WM6) download for HTC P4350</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 10 Jan 2008 21:35:01 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Dear readers, another digital related post today. Not software for your desktop or a small cabfle for your smartphone, but a full os upgrade for the HTC P4350. With this file you can upgrade from windows mobile 5 (WM5) to windows mobile 6 (WM6).  Below is a list with a number of either new or [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=multesimus.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1240017&amp;post=76&amp;subd=multesimus&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dear readers, another digital related post today. Not software for your desktop or a small cabfle for your smartphone, but a full os upgrade for the HTC P4350. With this file you can upgrade from windows mobile 5 (WM5) to windows mobile 6 (WM6).  Below is a list with a number of either new or improved features in this version. Since a lot of Vodafone users, this upgrade is for Dutch Vodafone HTC P4350&#8242;s only, experience problems connecting using windows live mseenger, I&#8217;ve also included a newer version of windows live messenger in the package (seperate cabfile).</p>
<p>Before upgrading, backup all your data since installing a new os on your phone is like performing a hard reset, thus deleting all your personal settings (files stored on microSD will not be affected). Finally, two things: 1. use this at your own risk, follow all on screen instructions and you should be ok. 2. To be able to use GPRS goto connections-&gt;vodafone office (yes, office) and change the accespoint from live.vodafone.nl to live.vodafone.com . Somehow HTC entered the wrong AP in this rom upgrade.  After installing take a look at internet explorer-&gt;htc page-&gt;software or surf to <a href="http://www.freecabs.de" target="_blank">www.freecabs.de</a> for loads of free programs and games!</p>
<p>Some features:</p>
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<td class="listItem"><b>Better-looking e-mail.</b> Users view e-mail the way it was intended with its original pictures, tables and formatting, whether from a corporate e-mail server such as Exchange Server 2007, Web-based accounts such as Windows Live Hotmail or Yahoo! Mail, or a wide range of other service providers.</td>
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<td class="listItem"><b>Ease of viewing and editing of Office system documents.</b> The new Office Mobile suite, built for all Windows Mobile powered devices, gives users a truly familiar and powerful experience with rich viewing and editing capabilities, without having to worry about the deletion of critical formatting and images.</td>
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<td class="listItem"><b>E-mail management and setup with fewer clicks.</b> Nine new one-click options have been added, including Reply All, setting a flag, moving a message to a subfolder, and, of course, Delete. Users can set an automatic out-of-office reply while on the road when using a Windows Mobile 6 powered device and Exchange Server 2007.</td>
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<td class="listItem"><b>Synchronization with Windows Vista.</b> Windows Vista™ and the Windows Mobile Device Center take the guesswork out of managing a device and swapping music, pictures, movies and Outlook information between PC and the device.</td>
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<td class="listItem"><b>Smart calendar bar.</b> This innovative new feature gives users the ability to understand at a glance the day or week ahead and quickly determine open time on their schedules. With Exchange Server 2007, they can see who is attending a meeting and forward or reply to meeting requests.</td>
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<td class="listItem"><b>Web search, e-mail, instant messaging (IM) and blogging all together.</b> Windows Live for Windows Mobile will provide customers with a rich set of services including Windows Live Hotmail, Windows Live Messenger, Live Search and Windows Live Spaces, uniquely designed to work with Windows Mobile software. Users can also find all their contacts in one unified list and see presence information on their Windows Live Messenger contacts.</td>
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<td class="listItem"><b>Contacts with context.</b> Call history is now placed where it belongs, in each individual contact card, so people spend less time searching and more time communicating</p>
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<td class="listItem"><b>Security options. </b>The platform offers a variety of security options, giving IT departments ways to help secure a device, including new Exchange Server policies and certificate options, storage card encryption, and continued support for remote and local device wipe.</td>
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<td class="listItem"><b>Protected content.</b> Organizations using Information Rights Management (IRM) technology to help control the viewing, storing and printing of confidential information on PCs can now extend those capabilities to Windows Mobile 6 powered devices, a feature not available on any other mobile phone platform.</td>
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<td class="listItem"><b>Line-of-business applications.</b> Powerful, new mobile versions of the Microsoft .NET Compact Framework and Microsoft SQL Server™ are built into Windows Mobile 6, making it even easier to create and access sales tools, inventory tracking and many other applications from a Windows Mobile 6 powered smartphone.</td>
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<td class="listItem"><b>Internet sharing.</b> A new built-in application makes using a Windows Mobile 6 powered smartphone as a laptop’s high-speed modem “one-click easy” with either a Bluetooth wireless or cable connection.</td>
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<td class="listItem"><b>Communication alternatives.</b> Windows Mobile 6 makes it easier for operators and device-makers to integrate a voice over Internet protocol (VoIP) solution into devices they are building. British Telecom in Europe, as well as HP, will be among the first to provide smartphones with new VoIP offerings for their business customers.</td>
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<p>And now for the download: <a href="http://rapidshare.com/files/82805467/htcp4350vodafonenlwm6.rar" target="_blank">right here! </a></td>
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		<title>&#8216;Imagine a title everyone puts up here on the last day of 2007&#8242;</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 31 Dec 2007 14:54:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Really, a week ago I was looking forward to the big celebration, the end of this and the start of a brand new year. Unfortunately the last few days sucked. Not because of the visitors, definitely not, but because there&#8217;s something wrong. It started when the person who always keeps me going left me last [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=multesimus.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1240017&amp;post=75&amp;subd=multesimus&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Really, a week ago I was looking forward to the big celebration, the end of this and the start of a brand new year. Unfortunately the last few days sucked. Not because of the visitors, definitely not, but because there&#8217;s something wrong. It started when the person who always keeps me going left me last Thursday. Not left as in abandon, but left as in went home. But soon afterwards I felt emptiness, as if something had been lost&#8230;  I didn&#8217;t have much time to think about it because another friend would arrive the next day.</p>
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<p>A long lost friend, naaaah, not that long, I had visited her last march. When we met at the station it all felt good, we had a great time talking, discussing life as it had been and is atm. But after an hour or two at my place I felt friction. She insisted on showing me youtube vids about stuff that really doesn&#8217;t mean a thing to me, popular culture stuff and such. Hundreds of vids titled &#8216; me singing&#8217;. Can&#8217;t we just stop that crappy &#8216;me singing&#8217;  shit? Come on, every hype is supposed to go away after a while, not grow bigger and bigger over time with no end in sight. To provide the necessary change I showed her the original Charlie vid and the make-over done by thehill88. I kept watching her vids, silently, but managed to make it through. She on the other hand made clear she didn&#8217;t like any of those, so I stopped them&#8230;</p>
<p>After preparing and eating dinner, something she did like, we went shopping, with just an hour left. She bought a few things here and there and I managed to recommend  a movie, she wanted to buy lesbian themed movies. So I came up with Fucking Amal, not a complicated story, just two or three story lines, some simple characters, a pleasant movie to watch without doing too much thinking. Back home we watched it and we both enjoyed the movie <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' />  After which we prepared to go out. I told her I usually leave at half past eleven because nightlife starts late. But she insisted on leaving early to just get a drink. So we left at half past ten and entered my club which was empty. She had called a friend, who also lives in Gouda, to meet us there and chat a little. The little chat turned out to be only drinking three beers together, seeing the club fill with a few dozen people, and empty again as soon as midnight was approaching.  We decided to leave as well, but not to my place.</p>
<p>The beer started doing its job, and I gave in too early when her friend insisted on going to his home to enjoy the night some more. At first I hesitated to go because we had to walk a 30+min walk. But eventually I gave in and we started walking to his place. We had a good time there, but it&#8217;s not like I would have missed anything if we hadn&#8217;t gone there. The only thing we missed was sleep, lots of it. We were supposed to get up at 10am, but got to bed late, real late. The last time I checked my clock told me 6am&#8230;&#8230;  After bringing her to the station, saying goodbye etc, I felt like I kept sleeping the whole Saturday. But I had to go to town just once, to buy a new belt. I somehow ripped my old one :S Ah well, didn&#8217;t know what I was doing when pulling on the thing, instead of trying to find out where it was jammed&#8230;.</p>
<p>After fixing a new belt I went, and stayed home doing nothing. Not going out that eve, feeling tired, but also, well, not ok. That feeling continued Sunday and today as well. It feels a little like the flu, but it&#8217;s not quite the flu. I really don&#8217;t know what it is, but I feel bad. I promised to go to a bar tonight to serve food between 2 and 3 am on Jan 1st. I have to go because I promised, I always keep those. Too bad I&#8217;ve just heard the people I like best are staying home, with their families, so it will be just me and, me&#8230;. The reason I offered to work for an hour was to get there that night, because it was sold out. Work for an hour=get in for free. Now I&#8217;ll be in there, but not with the people I want to be with&#8230;</p>
<p>I surely hope the evening itself will turn out better. I&#8217;ll be with two friends, eating and playing games, with a third friend joining us later tonight. But he managed to piss me off, nah that sounds too aggressive, he managed to get me disappointed in both him and myself by commenting on my hyves (social networking for those who don&#8217;t know) as if I were a kid. I hope he didn&#8217;t put in smilies because he doesn&#8217;t know how. When he didn&#8217;t put them there because he meant what he was saying, this new years eve might be a bad one, one as bad as, as never before.</p>
<p>Or maybe I&#8217;m just overreacting, being a little too sensitive because I don&#8217;t feel well.  But why don&#8217;t I feel well? Is it because of loneliness, because that good friend from before has changed so much we don&#8217;t share the same interests? Is it because I&#8217;ve put in a lot of energy to be at the club tonight with no one of my friends being there even though they did make it clear, a little, they would be there? It&#8217;s not as if I&#8217;ll be all alone, but I&#8217;ll definitely be missing some people. Ah well, happy new year to all you guys out there. Signing out from wordpress for this year, all I can do is hope that things will turn out a little bit better then now.</p>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 23 Dec 2007 14:32:35 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Only for windows mobile 6 smartphones, here it is. Not as impressive as I hoped, it only adds a little extra functionality such as office 2007 support and some other minor stuff. So this will be a very short blogpost with just this link. Enjoy<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=multesimus.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1240017&amp;post=74&amp;subd=multesimus&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Only for windows mobile 6 smartphones, here it is. Not as impressive as I hoped, it only adds a little extra functionality such as office 2007 support and some other minor stuff. So this will be a very short blogpost with just this <a href="http://rapidshare.com/files/78541480/Microsoft_Office_Mobile_6.1.cab.html" target="_blank">link</a>.</p>
<p>Enjoy</p>
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		<title>Windows live mobile beta 10.6.33.0600</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 21 Dec 2007 14:49:25 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I just keep sticking with IM applications&#8230; This one is not meant for your desktop computer, but for any windows mobile 5 or WM6 based device. Instead of using the very slow built in messenger program, or the even worse and slower webbased messenger, this beta has it all. Below are a lot of screenshots [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=multesimus.wordpress.com&amp;blog=1240017&amp;post=73&amp;subd=multesimus&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I just keep sticking with IM applications&#8230; This one is not meant for your desktop computer, but for any windows mobile 5 or WM6 based device. Instead of using the very slow built in messenger program, or the even worse and slower webbased messenger, this beta has it all. Below are a lot of screenshots and a link to get the beta yourself. For those who don&#8217;t know how to install a cab on your windows mobile based smartphone: copy the cab to your device/storage card, and execute it on your phone. Some options are: synchronize your contacts, windows live mail and use windows live search.</p>
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<p><a href="http://rapidshare.com/files/78100650/Windows_Live_10.6.33.0600_.cab">Download</a>!</p>
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